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  • Two Poems – Quenton Baker

    I first met Quenton Baker in La Conner, Washington when I attended a reading in an art gallery as a part of the Skagit River Poetry Festival. Quenton’s work was riveting. When he stood to read in his low melodic voice, the energy in the entire room shifted. His poems were a mix of high lyric and musicality with a powerful narrative and a deep intelligence that ignited the page and the audience. It’s a rare gift to discover a poet whose work makes you want to reexamine your own poetry, and make sure you’re twisting the knife in the right places, make sure you’re hitting all the high notes. His work does that for me. It brings me back to my own impulse for writing and makes me want to be better. You can sense that he’s a true artist, that it’s not only the page that excites him, but a way of looking at the world with a lens that is both capable of leaning into the microcosm and capable of singing about what is ever expanding in all of us. Quenton Baker is a phenom and deserves the ear of our nation.

    Ada Limón, winner of National Book Critics Circle award for poetry and current Guggenheim Fellow


    still
    yet we anthem toward altar

    under such ambulatory pressure
    rhythm should be rendered impossible

     

    the whip burns in effigy of wound
    lanterns at our hip
                so our steps warn the dusk

     

    our nightmares fragment         into law
    redolent phylactery of shell and discard
    the world attuned to the fragrance
                of overfed levee as statute
                of preteen        warded to the current

     

    hull anthology
    shattered through our entanglement
    under red moon/chaste lightning

     

    we de-legislate latitude
    envelop border in kink and curve
    collapse the lungs to unlatch the hold
    our breath         bends        all barracoon skyward

     

    *

     

    the coffle           grottos the blood
    thrum language pumped subterranean
    flesh made lexical
                             de-housed from fieldstone

     

    we demand the earth return us

     

    in the grammar         of bone-spitting oak
    in the grammar         of limb-chewing wave
    irrupt the firing pin
    collapse trigger until it resembles an unlit

    waning

     

    an       unhitched                  wailing

     

    we will not modulate or vary the tone
    a suturing shout
    in un-unison
    broad stalactite of threat and futurity

     

    the dirt is a dialect

     

    we drip                 underneath

  • Three Sonnets – Wayne Koestenbaum

     

    [o razor in]

    o razor in the bathtub, how you
         reify me—
         shampoo, too,
    a species of Prometheus, promotes
         bubble déjà vu.
    loving my imaginary son, and fain in
         verse to tell.
    “you lack vocal chops,” he said, as if I were
         a Mies van der Rohe
         outhouse, a Big Mac
         chiming its grease bell.

     

    Barbara Stanwyck is the Coit Tower on the hill
         of my discontent.
    Slough of Despond is the coffee shop where I
         dine with Alan Ladd
    gaslighting me into marriage, my hair
         a Stockard Channing 
         (Grease) rooster-comb.
    I dreamt you fixed a dead lamp just
         by touching it.

     

    Hudson river, your blue contains umber
         and lead:  slate
         Siegfried suicide-muck.
    let’s conjugate Adorno:  adorno, adorni, adorna,
         andorniamo… I stole
         moral turpitude from you, padre.
    “your pubes are a godsend,” I DM-ed him—
         “Star of David suspended 
         in chest forest”—wanting
         praise to land in his solar plexus.

     

    quoth judge:  “your objection to daily spontaneous
         art-making habits
         is overruled.”
    crispbread’s smooth soft underside, like arm’s
         inner skin, privatized,
         unsexed:  haptic
         regression’s mine.
    her death ratifies my smallness—negligibility
         of my unanswered
         earthly envelope.

     

    [the color yellow’s]

    the color yellow’s importunate tendency to pose
         stamen-rhetorical
         questions:  my eye
         omits the verboten “o.”
    dreamt crafty Mildred Dunnock-esque French citoyenne stole
         Sontag manuscript
         (Genet essay draft)
         from my music stand when
         I shut my eyes to take
         a picture of Sontag-scrawl:
    fingerpainted André Masson ligatures.  citoyenne hid the manuscript
         in her aqua housedress:  then
         she threatened to run me over
         with her Baby Jane Peugot.
    at Singing Sands beach I dared her rage-car to slay me:
         I reached into her housedress
         to retrieve the Notre-Dame-
         des-Fleurs
    Sontag-script
         revealing rare expression-
         ist prelude to a style later
         hardening into Volcano.

     

    dreamt artist-baby despite speech impediment employed periodic
         sentences when interpreting
         mother-murals refusing
         to encircle and contain.
    I hugged the artist-body into feral submission.  malted milk
         crumbs coated baby-skin
         like Yayoi Kusama dots.
    dreamt Joan Didion draped her YSL gold-purple jacket over a couch’s
         arm near my exhi-
         bitionism:  no lunch for me,
         and a dead mouse in the pantry.
    snubbed my cousin at café:  Botox-smoothed brother-leer in Rambler
         wayback discovered doppel-
         gänger’s career-gangrene—
         my debut, too, a debacle.

     

    what if my butt produced peanut butter, edible
         economic miracle,
         nutritional nirvana,
         supernal natural resource?
    think of the coverage in Scientific American!  in The
         Wall Street Journal
    !
    his cousin instantly exited life by falling
         off a ladder:
         heart attack pre-
         ceded and in-
         stigated the plunge.

     

    moved by Moffo/Corelli Carmen and vague scent of marijuana
         by sere sidewalk’s
         soiled snowbank.
    never gave proper credit to her “Seguidilla,” only now
         reckoning its late majesty.
    seek non-toxic paint thinner, if non-toxicity exists:  suspicious
         tingle on tongue 
         augurs termination?

     

    [seen, discarded in]

    seen, discarded in stairwell:  Corning Ware casserole
         cover—glass, forever
         severed from the squat
         vessel it was meant
         to sumount.
    toward you, glass lid, I feel no pointed grief—
         but I acknowledge
         your isolation, urn
         for pot roast fragments rewarmed.
    dreamt I witnessed Julie Andrews prove again
         (on Broadway or in
         samizdat screen-test
         out-takes) her mettle—
         a knowledge staggered
    (it arrived in timed phases):  my responsibility for proving
         what I’d witnessed
         lay at a 45-degree
         angle to her competence’s
         Agnes Martin arroyo-horizontality.

     

    a line breached:  a Cherbourg pinnacle, oneiric yet actual
         (woke to discover
         Michel Legrand had died).
    dream punctuation is too complex a topic to broach today.
    that lonely aggrieved persecuted feeling when you post a photo
         you consider aesthetic/
         ethereal and it is deemed
         to violate community
         standards—verdict im-
         possible to appeal or reverse.
    man, clutching flattened cardboard box, shouting
         “laissez passer,” voice
         hoarse, ravaged, then
         “take it easy, guys”:
         bilingual tragi-
         commotion, like dream

     

    last night of early Callas Santuzza, voice cutting
         into stage flats, arc-
         light Voi lo sapete 
    a reinterpreted virginity enclosed by rhombus-stain.
    dreamt my mother-in-law criticized my dishwashing
         technique:  I in-
         insufficiently valued
         her faux-netsuke
         tea set.  my father,

     

    telephoning her beach-cottage, used my childhood
         bedroom’s princess-phone:
         Channel 36 “The Perfect
         36” Bardot-fest poor
         reception UHF Sacramento
    porn-hub of Reagan governor manse, my juvie
         nudie-addiction a rebuke
         Situationist-esque to fossil fuel’s
    stranglehold on Volk-libido.  time to read Wilhelm Reich?
         time to multiply passerby
         orgasms?  stroke-utopia
         Timothy Leary animism,
         visionary jolt via taint?

     

  • Three Poems by Ace Boggess

    Three Poems by Ace Boggess

    News, Not Unexpected

    Romantic partners don’t like each other. Not really.
    Not in the I-want-to-be-trapped-inside-with-you-

    for-months kind of way. They prefer a comfortable companion
    & to be left alone for hours to work, plan, fantasize,

    or roll the bones in an alley. News from China:
    once the virus unclenched its fist, divorce rates spiked,

    according to the internet, as reliable as marriage.
    We’ll see it here: sad guitars removed from basements;

    undergarments packed for a trip to elsewise.
    Home is where the hate is. The spider dangling in a corner,

    legs continuously knitting, draws ire from the dog, awake
    because the mistress lounges, wondering What was I thinking?

    about her husband playing games on his phone,
    forgetting to press mute so the house sounds

    like a pinball machine’s insides—a circle Dante
    never thought of, lucky he lost his love early,

    then traipsed through hell in search of her
    rather than learn they both were there already.

    Second Day, Post-Lockdown

    Staying home as much as I can.
    A sequel coming: Return
    of the Virus, Revenge
    of the Virus, The Virus Strikes Back.

    Yesterday was Star Wars Day,
    so you get the joke.

    Could as easily have said
    The Virus II—the Virus Lives,
    The Virus—a New Beginning, or
    The Virus Takes Manhattan.

    Watching a lot of bad movies
    lately, & worrying
    about family, friends, possible hexes
    placed by their religions
    or inability to sit still for long.

    Worrying over my life, too,
    fears of having wasted it.

    I’d like to step out
    of basement shadows &
    romance the body, anybody’s
    body, if only I had antibodies.

    For now, I’m staying in,
    shouting into emptiness,
    Love me! The virus does,
    waits to embrace me in Virus—
    the Final Nightmare; Virus III—
    Season of the Witch.

    Repairs

    Tell me one broken thing
    repaired with tenderness
    instead of force.

    Wounded hawk? Restraints.
    Beloved pet? The needle waits.

    Ceramic vase by glue or gold?
    What brutality we show
    piecing together shards.

  • Three Poems – John Grey

     
    Stone Free
     
    Another poem.
    Another assault, insult.
    A questioning.
    A brutal honesty.
    An exposé.
    Luckily, there’s no more stonings.
    No crowds with rocks
    hurling them pell-mell at
    blasphemers, adulterers,
    thieves and homosexuals.
    And poets, of course.
    No one suffers the
    stone from a neighbor,
    a sharp projectile
    pelted by an old friend.
    There’s law-courts now,
    or haughty whispers
    or letters to the editor
    or clowns on talk radio.
    These days, being condemned
    lacks for immediacy,
    for clear manifestation
    of “okay then,
    tell me how you really feel.”
    How it must have been
    in the old days,
    the mob in all their vengeful glory,
    the victim battered and broken,
    reeling from bloody humiliation,
    dropping down dead in the town square.
    Now, only those without sin
    get to cast the first stone.
    I’m here.
    They’re out there somewhere.
    But nothing draws them
    to this spot.
     
     
    Hello Stranger
     
    Oh crap! This is not me.
    Wake up and I swear I’m somebody else
    this morning.
    I shake the woman next to me.
    Excuse me. Who am I?
    She goes right on sleeping.
    So it’s up to the mirror.
    Hands, arms, legs, and
    those mussed up curls of hair.
    Am I Harpo?
    No, I can speak. Words come out
    of a stranger’s mouth.
    So maybe that’s who I am.
    The guy who talks to himself.
    The woman is stirring now.
    I’ll use her for a reference work.
    But what if I’m not listed.
    A man has to be somewhere
    so I’d better make like I belong.
    This is actually a great opportunity to invent myself.
    What can I be? Romantic?
    Have to clean the teeth first.
    Cultured? Better comb the hair.
    I always wanted to be as rich
    as Croesus but what if I can’t afford it.
    “Hi,” she says.
    Not surprised to see me here, that’s something.
    She even grants me a partial hug
    as she skims by.
    I’m familiar. I can build on that.
    Maybe I’m familiar with a flair
    for making coffee.
    Or familiar with a great desire
    to read the newspaper.
    Or familiar with that usual tease of,
    “I dreamed about you last night.”
    I’m familiar enough, at least,
    to follow her down the stairs.
    “I’m dreading this funeral,” she sighs.
    Whose funeral? Can’t be mine.
    She’s staring right at me, aching for comfort.
    Attractive woman. And Sylvia-Plath-like sensitive
    So that’s what I’ll be…just for her sake… alive.
     
     
    In Bed With a Real Person
     
    I lie beside you nights,
    imagine some rousing choruses
    of your bad singing
    and the time you stumbled
    and spilled my birthday cake.
     
    I look at you in sleep
    and can only think of
    the pairs of shoes in your closets,
    flats and heels,
    sneakers and dress.
     
    I hold your soft hand
    but set off staccato bursts
    of snoring,
    and a restlessness
    that doesn’t quite wake you.
     
    I hear you moan
    credit card numbers in a dream
    but I don’t know
    who you’re speaking to,
    what you’re buying,
    how much it will cost.
     
    As you turn away from me,
    you’re like a small-boned pole revolving,
    a balloon that can’t quite soar
    and now settles on the grass.
     
    And then I remember that romantic soul
    who said she loved me three times a day
    but only had to leave the once
    to give lie to all previous words.
     
    As I stroke your back
    I feel the luck of a sort
    that comes from knocking down cans
    with balls
    at carnivals.
     
    I shout like a winner
    in the canal of your ear.
  • Three Poems – SK Smith

    Three Poems – SK Smith

    Recipe for Pesto
     
    A jury of peonies hanging
    above my daughter’s head weep
    their petals
    kiss her back
    and neck
     
    I crouch beside her, pulling
    strands of hair behind her ear, and whisper
    Come inside
     
    She follows me to the kitchen
     
    Pignolis are nothing more than dried tears
    the Genoan woman had told me
     
    I open the coarse, brown sack and guide
    my daughter’s hand inside to cup
    a handful
    of dried tears
    to dry her own
     
    We gather—never stopping
    to measure our handfuls
    pour them into a shallow, marble bowl
    and grind them
    with an old, brass doorknob
    under the heel of our hands
    between our fingers
     
    We drizzle oil
    until the bowl becomes slick
    our hands sliding across one another’s
    like the carp in the Japanese Tea Garden
     
    Only for a moment
    do we stop
    to pull apart the cloves
    of garlic that have nestled themselves together
    into a harmless wasp nest
    peel away the papery skin
    skin the texture of my grandmother’s
    and mash the meat
    of the cloves until our eyes
    once again are teary and burn
     
    Beside my daughter I place
    a pungent, young spray of basil
    delicate in its scent of ocean
    and sweat
    And she pulverizes
    its leaves
    and I grate
    sheep’s milk cheese
    over her hands
    and into the bowl
    a fine powder
    that dries both
    whey and tears
     
    Bare feet
     
    that stomp beneath heavy, grape stained skirts
    of the blessed Virgin in plaster
    of Paris, bruising the serpent’s head
     
    scraped and scabby from shoeless bike rides
    broken off at the ankle, now ghosts
    on display in countless museums
     
    soaking in a tub of Epsom salts
    unveiled beyond the mortician’s sheets,
    flaunting a stainless steel wedding ring
     
                            –
     
    are what I want you to fit in your mouth:
     
    to feel their irregularities
    to jar the very roots of your teeth
     
    remember the summer you were chasing
    across the backyard and felt a frog burst
    between your toes; life a celebration
    in fountains of sweat and skin, dew and blood
     
    recall the old woman from our dusky
    walks, hunched on a pickle bucket—fishing
    we stared, stared, but never could see through
    water lapping against her cool, brown calves
     
    aren’t exactly what you think I should see
     
                            –
    hidden inside wool blankets and drawers
    dig holes that uproot the foundations
    of sandcastles, hermit crabs, and conch shells
     
    gently scratch the inside of your thighs
    nuzzling to find the source of your warmth—
    pull me inside as you turn away
     
    resting upon each other, in dance
    sometimes an imprint on earths and moons
    side by side, as couples forever
     
    are what you shut your eyes against—ashamed:
     
    I know that yours smell of warm, stale beer
    That they taste of cinnamon and rust
    Take mine; taste them.  They are ours to share.
     
    Hide and Seek
     
    Holly berry bushes                
    sheltering the porch— 
    and I? 
    I’ve been waiting for you 
    to find me here. 
     
    Hiding in the branches, 
    trying not to breathe, 
    I sit— 
    hoping you will see me 
    and take my hand. 
     
  • Three Poems – Sébastien Bernard

    The General

    He spots a fly

    He walks across the tundra

    He plays croquet with an antelope

    Who uses his hoof

    According to my anatomy

    Those are nails, he says

    ♪ Croquet hoop! Hair

    In my soup! ♪

    He visits his brother

    Sings an opera tune

    Under the table

    He watches as the black cars go by

    He hosts a wedding

    He makes bold pronouncements

    Mimicking Bonaparte

    And bemoaning Russia and Waterloo

    As personal failures

    He praises the bold secular laws

    That legalized his bizarre habits

    He makes large gestures concerning

    His reputation in the capital

    He returns to his mother

    In utero, tutto intaglio!, he says, then

    Hand me my coat!, to his date

    And partner in revenge and theft

    We have no hope of making it out

    Of this country alive

    Out of breath

    Trying to hold the blood of his

    Nightmares, his childhood in suburban France

    In, the bullet in his belly

    Fired mistakenly

    By a checkout clerk

    Who stares at the couple empty-handed

    And lets them walk out with the wine

    Free of charge due to wonderment

    At such superb theatrics

    And like a marathon runner

    Or a rebel in a Godard movie, the General says

    Just maybe, my love

    On this grand escape—the last—

    There’ll be more chances

    To sing.

     

    Modern poetry

    Spring: a lovely time

    to quit your job. The inevitable

    is irrecoverable, but maybe there’s

    no past behind those mountains—it’s worth the trip. All event

    horizons meet somewhere spritzy

    the language of innocence makes sense. I’m not a tractor

    I don’t have euphemisms for sex.

    Tiger meat, cilantro, & applesauce for breakfast.

    Satisfy your hunger. What way your way.

    What’s the sound the Cordyceps fungus makes

    as it grows out of its host’s head? 

    “Bazing, bazing, BOOM.

    Hold me, mother.”

     

    Dedication

    I see Rowland S. Howard float

    through hell

    holding his own sun

    or mirror

    or liver

    saying he’ll be out soon, it’s just

    he was curious—

    the ‘O’ in ‘Or’

    he says, and the ‘O’ in ‘Ocean’

    or ‘Ornithology’

    are the same—

    leaving myself

    too

    Rowland S. Howard has cheated

    death, I say, counting my fingers

    or passing my fingers through my lack

    of a beard

    or smoking a pine needle—

    don’t ask me why I’m here

    it’s personal

    and you’d be surprised

    how quickly they let you in—

    the ‘O’ in ‘Cataclysm’

    and the ‘O’ in ‘Happy’

    I reply

    like a blind priest:

    are not so different

    either, at any rate

    two things

    Rowland S. Howard also holds

    as he floats in the afterlife

    of his choosing

    and I ask him how?

    he says you just

    have to keep your eyes open

    when it happens

    oh

    and be brave

    that helps

  • Three Poems – Angela Bronx Johnson

    Three Poems – Angela Bronx Johnson

    1989

    Sprawled and limp on the                                            limp and
    stained linoleum floor                                                  stained
    she sits beside the door                                                 she sits

    shattered                                                                      Shattered.

    halfway between motherhood                                      between motherhood
    and dolls, she should                                                   and dolls. Should she
    hope and dream                                                          Hope. Dream. 

    but she wants Momma back                                        But she wants
    not the shell, nestled on her lap                                   her.
    ashed-over lips and black-rimmed eyes                        And
    she wanted her back                                                    wanted her    

    without welted-belt-buckled arms                               without buckled
    without opaque eyes and pin-pricked marks                eyes and marks.
    she gathers their bodies together                                  she
    on toned legs she starts                                                starts     
    to push up                                                                            to push.        
    from years of lifting her                                                                      lifting.
                 in between momma’s coming and going         come.
    on nights like these                                                      on.
    she pleads with Momma                                              momma.
    come back, but she is met                                            come.
    with opaque eyes on silence                                         on.

    Day 1

    Morning came,
    peaked over buildings,
    parted my,
    curtains-open
    to breeze
    to you
    smiles, cushions

    underneath sheets
    hands tangled
    backs-butts-breasts-bare

    beneath it all
    tangled legs
    long and lean, 
    lingers with lust

    before long  
    we peak out
    over the edge
    beyond the ledge

    the landscape
    an entwined color mosaic
    dark-denim-purple-patches

    night has come

    Home

    (for Nikki Giovanni)

    I remember … there was once a time …  I wanted to be you …. wanted to Afro-out my life … color my brown face … black … red … green … I thought it would make you happy … this rebel child … who taught … apartheid … Rap Brown … who stopped processing her hair … because I knew it had … institutionalized my mind … my appearance … changed my spirit … to the always-wanting-to-be … instead of the … I am … thought it would show dedication … prove to you … to myself … that I was … a writer … and a feminist … an educator … a revolutionary … not only on the weekends …  and I remembered … that being me … meant that I was you … coming from Knoxville and The Bronx … both 28 and 68 … knowing too much … having digested too little … brown locks with speckles of … gray … and journeys …and hope … I began to remember …  to understand … to write … and write … not of only burning … pink … ribbons … frills … and the flag … but how to imprint myself … on someone … some child … as you have … left a tattoo … of love … of knowing…. and I realized that … without this thing … of stage … of voice … of tradition … I had no voice …  could be silenced … could be cast … only black … only female … only able to ribbon my poems with kisses …  instead I know… and dream … and have awakened dreams … they speak through me … from voices of women before … women to come … I make my contribution … I take up my pen …

  • Three Poems – Anna Malihon

    Three Poems – Anna Malihon

    3.

    She was a complete scatterbrain

    Everything she held fell from her hands

    And she had a memory like a butterfly’s

    A thought in, a thought out.

    She only remembered the path to work and back well

    It was as if she had grown up there herself – in her own greenhouse

    There she would never forget them – the azaleas, orchids, Chinese fici, and also –

    The cypresses and violets, her beautiful children, she adopted their language

    That’s why she was usually silent

    Hey you, cried a gypsy boy with a jaw harp up his sleeve – redhead, buy some music, it’s classic

    I’ll let you have it at a bargain price,

    Do you hear me, red head…

    She turned around, looked unblinking into his eyes and he moved away.

    She took out her notebook, where she carefully wrote down the names of the stars

    Everyday new and different stars, in the morning she learned them, by evening she forgot them

    She ran to the flowers again, not waiting for them to grow, again her gypsy boy with the jaw harp teased

    You somehow had the opportunity to be a dancer in another world…

    “Well, they won’t value you there – they told her!

    It’s enough for you to pull your weeds!”

    “Where? And who will replant the cactuses? And the lemons will become entangled?

    Until then I have the inclination to dance…”

    She would have lived happily this way, but suddenly she lost her journal…

    And the stars chaotically scattered, not one was caught in the sieve of memory…

    They left cold splashes on remaining timid hopes

    Someone likes you, the red butterfly in the greenhouse

    She holds a place for you there, up high

    And you will still shine to yours

    The jaw harp trembles strangely, as if the musician

    Has learned something…

     

    5.

    The unopened fist of a tulip

    In a Pepsi bottle

    Grew still, won’t give away

    Its secret light to anyone…

    Like the way someone plucked us before our blossoming,

    Lost, resold, forgotten at stations

    And we now are in different rooms, buildings, cities.

    Writing the same fate,

    Lit with an inner light.

    I have a tulip in a bottle,

    You have a rose in a jar

    We are girls glamorous or plain

    Flashes of curtailed dances

    In night hallways

    Not able to end this unbroken shared eternal destiny.

    Remember, you promised me..?

    The long shadow of a young stem…

    Falls across the sleepy glass

    At the same time the agate moon reveals

    The cemetery of possibilities

    The lovers grew tired, ate, and drank everything, and left

    No one will take the flowers after them…

    And I crushed you and won’t tell anyone.

     

    ***

    Don’t warm me, puppy. I won’t get up.

    Sand blew fog approached

    on the right – the one who was my captain

    on the left – the enemy with the son of God’s face.

    And life is a piece of paper with a simple code

    an obscure sign near the entrance…

    An umbilical chord, puppy, is like guilt.

     

    So run, while you’re still alive, while you still can, —

    a new day will come and for you crumbs.

    People are lethal to people, don’t get used to them,

    and run through three worlds to my mother…

    She protected so – against chill or virus, God forbid,

    she covered us at night, knitted sweaters to grow into.

    But in the trenches it’s cold – and everything is covered in fog.

     

    Look, there was once a Person – now there are bones.

    A messenger for everyone – a black bird…

    You sigh, creature, it’s really difficult

    and also difficult for me to laugh…

    What is life? A novella. A theme for a poem.

    None of them know about gap years

    or about volunteers and it’s hard

    after lessons to achieve wisdom.

     

    Don’t warm me, puppy. Run to your love, to the west.

    It knows my scent better than you.

    It puts on my tie like a noose

    and ravenously, madly smokes for me.

    The city is sprinkled with secrets, shadows grow.

    It promises to bathe spring in chestnut foam,

    if only from now on

    it ceased to believe and to love.

     

    Sometime our successors will gather here

    bringing our thawed-out memories.

    The dog grass-nettle will grow above the trenches,

    the echo rolling across Europe.

  • Three Poems – Sergei Yesenin

    A Song About Bread

    Here it is, the harsh brutality,

    The full meaning of human suffering!

    The sickle cuts the heavy ears of wheat

    The way they slit throats of swans.

     

    Since time immemorial, our field

    Has known the morning shudder of August.

    Straw is tied up in bundles,

    Each bundle lies there like a yellow corpse.

     

    Carts, like hearses, carry them

    Into the crypt: a barn.

    Like a deacon, the driver,

    Barking at the mare, heeds the funeral rites.

     

    After that, with care, without anger,

    Their heads are laid on the ground

    And little bones are pummeled

    Out of their thin bodies with chains.

     

    No one ever thinks

    That straw is also flesh.

    The bones are shoved in the mouth of the cannibal mill

    That grinds them with its teeth.

     

    And then, fermenting the dough,

    They bake piles of tasty viands…

    That’s when the whitish venom enters the jug

    Of the stomach to lay eggs of spite.

     

    Condensing all the beatings into a loaf,

    Distilling the reapers’ cruelty into redolent brew,

    It poisons the millstones of intestines

    Of those who eat this straw meat.

     

    And the charlatan, the murderer, and the villain

    Whistle like autumn across the entire country…

    All because the sickle cuts ears of wheat

    The way they slit throats of swans.

     <1921>

     

    * * *

    I don’t regret, I don’t call, I don’t cry.

    All will pass like smoke from white apple trees.

    Overcome with the gold of wilting,

    I won’t be young anymore.

     

    Touched with cold, you will no longer

    Beat in the same way, heart,

    And the land of birch chintz

    Won’t tempt me to gallivant barefoot.

     

    Nomadic spirit! Less and less

    You stoke the flame of my lips.

    O my lost freshness,

    Mayhem of eyes and deluge of feelings!

     

    These days I’m stingier in my desires,

    My life—or did I dream you?

    I might as well have galloped on a pink steed

    On a sonorous early spring morning.

     

    All of us, all of us will perish;

    Quietly, copper leaves pour from maples…

    Therefore, blessed be, forever,

    Everything that’s come to bloom and to die.

    <1921>

     

    Letter to My Mother

    Are you still alive, my dear old lady?

    I’m alive as well. Hello, hello!

    Let that ineffable evening light

    Keep streaming over your hut.

     

    They write to me that, barely hiding your fear,

    You’ve gotten awfully sad over me,

    That you often wander the road

    In your tattered old-fashioned coat.

     

    In the blue dark of evening,

    You often see the same thing:

    In a bar fight, someone has stabbed me

    In the heart with a Finnish knife.

     

    It’s nothing, my dear! Please calm down.

    Just a terrible hallucination.

    I’m not so hopeless a drunkard

    As to die without seeing you.

     

    I’m as gentle as I was before,

    And I only dream of one thing:

    To come back from my rebellious anguish

    To our squat house.

     

    I will come back when our garden,

    White with spring, outstretches its branches.

    But this time, don’t wake me up at dawn

    The way you used to do eight years ago.

     

    Don’t wake up the old expectations;

    Don’t disturb all that didn’t come true—

    I’ve endured loss and exhaustion

    Far too early in life.

     

    And don’t teach me to pray. Please don’t!

    There is no going back to the old.

    Only you are my help and my joy.

    Only you are my ineffable light.

     

    So forget your anxiety,

    Don’t get so awfully sad over me.

    Don’t wander the road so often

    In your tattered old-fashioned coat.

     <1924>

  • Three Poems – Youssef Rakha

    Winter

    Woman wants forever
    And man wants heaven
    And sometimes not oftentimes
    The two wants collide
    And both become a cloud
    Less often still but sometimes
    They die, actually die
    Before it can rain
    And the world stays dry
    And everything remains
    Just fine

     

    Rome, February 2015

    Then a white bird comes. A big white bird. And it is close, closing like it is going to land on your head. After the rain has stopped. Wings level with your shoulders. On the rooftop before you’re due to leave. Exactly like it’s on your head. And you in the dark with no umbrella over you. The size of your suitcase. On the roof the night you’re due to go. Before getting lost at the station. The water running to your feet. And the sun lost in the light. And beneath a Roman column. The alleys that curl. And the wind which irons the umbrella. And the umbrella yawning. Life at both sides of the road. And life is always a life. And rain until departure. And the umbrella lifting in the wind. And the sound of the suitcase’s wheels. Gravel then tiles. And the dream of faces in the glass. The taste of thyme in the potatoes. A building the colour of a peach. Mounds of melon beneath shavings of mortadella. And the shavings which curl. And the blacks selling umbrellas. And on the thresholds of the restaurants. Speech a song sung over and over. And a white bird saying farewell. And the umbrellas at the entrances to the restaurants. And the wind at the entrances to the restaurants. And life at the entrances to the restaurants. The size of your suitcase. And life always a life. 

     

    Shipping traffic

    The grey ships come from the north,
    The snow-white ships come from the pole,
    The ships of the south are all broken down.
    O harbourmaster sitting on the cloudbanks,
    O harbourmaster walking on the water,
    Tell those leaping on the equator line
    How their flesh might turn to wood,
    How their bones might turn to steel,
    Until from out their bodies comes a ship,
    Its black pushing through the swell. 

     

    Translated from the Arabic by Robin Moger.